Tuesday, September 20, 2005
man enough to cry with you
haish... last day of e learning... oh well... i kinda miss school... lol... but im still scared... exams... 1 week plus... haish... im trying to score well.. in dnt, english, geog and hist. maybe social studies.. lol... shit la... my geog teacher like havent teach us abt coastal landforms and still give me work on that.. wah lao.. nid to self study.. haha.. den hist... havent even do holocaust.. haish.. doing thursday i think.. lol.. den social studies... i think no body likes that fucker tang chee quan la.. wah lao.. catch me for my hair.. i mean whats up with my hair? nth... lol... haish.... that chicken backside... haha... well..
tml.. going to study...
thursday/ friday got school.. den study again..
sat study at home...
sun got dinner... den next week everyday study.. hahaha... shit man... gonna do chem and maths... until i die.. hahaa... i think... i have a good chance of passing ((:
haish... today.. went school with keith.. den gavin came.. den went town to study... den met melswee... den studied together.. den at abt 5.30 i went home... reached home at 6+ haha... den reach home... poofed as usual.. later going to study.. do hmwk.. haish..den guitar.. lol i still haven finish paying up ppl.. so cant buy my own one yet.. haish... i nid a miracle... haha... so pissed with my hi-fi... its not working.. or i think its my cd.. haha... its hillsongs cd la.. wth... suppose to work... gid burnt it for me... its not working now... so jerky.... that jerk off brand... hahaha... oh well... i get mattang to help me burn.. lol..
so many things gonnna happen to me... i dunno what to chose.. which path.. thats why im gonna make a layout abt a crossroad (: hahah.. shud be soon la... melswee helping me... thanks mel! haha.. its so real now... i have 2 more years in barker.. hopefully i remain it at 2... but i think i shud treasure the time i spend there... make full use of it... i noe some times i slack.. but i just wanna push myself.. and get all my aspirations and goals done.. and have sth to be proud of... i havent been doing anything to make myself proud. i have so many dreams that i dunno which one is reality... haha some times i just dream that im dreaming... its not nice to dream abt too many things.... gets yr hopes too high... and if u finally realise its not gonna happen... what do u do? haha.. i wud just feel down.. den the next day... forget abt it.. haha... its like love... so unpredictable... argh.. shudt be thinking bout this now.. haha... listening to bon jovi.. haish.. iwonder how these great artists come up with lyrics and the song turns out great and not cheesy.. lol.. i've tried composing some song lyrics... some asses laugh and say its cheesy.. but its not easy to write those words... those words to me were what i dreamt and wud want... but its not happening anytime soon... so its my feelings... why do they laugh... so they not understand how i feel? haish... i cant tell because i wudnt want them to noe and destroy a friendship right... haish... friendship and relationship... if u had a choice what wud u chose.. they're both the same.. just that one has love and commitment... iwud wan love.. but idun think im ever gonna be ready... not until a few years more... im 15... i have a whole life ahead.. no nid to be crying over some girl anymore... friends out there... if u ever get into a relationship, take it serious if u really like that person.. dun play ard and hurt the person in the end... its not nice.. try being the person who gets toyed with.. and i have alot of typos.. haha... my blogger is lagging so when i type.. its laggy... yeah... having alot of lags this month... haish... not common eh? haha... oh well.. gonna add sth on my blog :)
haish... wow today i wrote quite alot... and im... sneezy.. lol...
gonna edit template now (:
Terry (:
let it go. just let it go.Posted at 11:08 PM
